who can tell me wat i need??

hv been lost for a long time... sometime veri clear wif wat i want.. but sometime not... actually wat make me feel like tis?? anyone can let me noe de answer?? ppl said tis is wat v col 'LIFE'.. everyone gonna pass through all tis.. but, how come some ppl veri enjoying their life.. n not me.. can tis to be said 'unfair'?? i think not.. i blif GOD is owex fair.. hehe... although i'm bored wif my meaningless life... god gv me a lots of best frensSs.. everytime when i was down.. they will take turn to fill colors in my life.. yeah.. really appreciate it so much.. ^^

if there's an option, many ppl will choose to be a baby.. they said baby's life is perfect.. sleeping n eating all de time.. it's sound good.. but think in deeper, if everyone gonna be a baby 4ever, then who's gonna grow?? haha.. come on.. face de reality.. do not hide.. everything's gonna be alrite if u dare to solve it.. it will only become worst whenever u try to avoid de problem..

another day has gone.. i'm still all alone.. how could tis be?? u'r not here wif me.. hehe.. while blogging michael jackson sing for me.. make me uncontrol not to type his lyrics here.. hope one day i'm really clear wif wat i want in my life.. i wan direction!!! mission!! vision!! come come.. come upon me.. hehe... waiting for u... dun make me wait too long..