Grand-nanny...

18th Oct 2008.. it's my grand-nanny 90's birthday.. everyone gathered to celebrate wif her.. was thinking tat how great it is.. 90 years surviving in tis world.. muz not tat easy.. how much happiness had gained?? how much experiences had being surfer?? congratulation!! wish u happy birthday n stay happy everyday... ^^

2008-10-13..

A further step into man's world.. how to consider a man is good?? no smoke?? no drink?? perhaps it is.. last few weeks i get to c how man usually 'REDUCE' their stress.. my fren and i went to a pub which is mostly visited by man.. although not de 1st time visit to such place.. i will nvr 4get watever i experienced there.. sometime i feel pity to woman especially those in 'special case'.. i can understand tat a woman tat choose to be a PR mayb they really need money for their living or having other reason in personal.. n v can understand tat a PR hv to entertain customers.. no doubts being hugged or kissed by stranger (customer), smile will still need to be hanged on their face.. but i juz cant stand tat guy is taking advantages on woman juz becoz they have money.. on tat day, i saw a gal molested by a man wif average 35 years old.. i can c in her face tat she is mind and quite mad about it.. but she cant do anything beside staying far from de customer.. how pity a woman it is??

Apart from tat, i become unclear about man on one thing.. there's how many guy tat will be honest to their closest one (gf/wife)?? will they told them tat they are having fun time wif other gals?? or they will juz gv any excuses such as entertaining clientS?? no idea.. one conclusion hv made.. guy will nvr stop to drink and flirt.. i can c young man wif de age of 20, 30, 40, even 50 in de pub.. not only tis.. de most disappointed me is.. 'office man' which i admired so much oso having their own sweet time there.. they totally spoil their image n status in my mind!!!

Hey gals.. come on.. wake up!! there's less pure love in tis world oledi.. if u really found it, grab it.. if not, then do not put too much hope on these COLD-blood animals.. it' not worth.. woman should learned to be independent.. life will still need to go.. becoz of tis, i hv put all hopes within myself.. i will nvr need anyone to stay right beside me for these several years.. unless my fate arrived.. i noe my life will be difficult if i stay stuborn on tis.. hmm.. nthg much to hope right now.. juz wan de time to pass faster so tat i can get to c my future earlier.. thus, i will not be as blur as now..