2010 ~ 02 ~ 01

amy foo.. amy foo.. amy foo.. haiz.. god must be fooling me.. y must make me to pass by there everyday?? every time passed by tat place.. i tried not to c it.. it make me recall bk de pic.. i dun wanna c.. dun wanna think.. dun wanna feel how sweet they are at tat moment.. they must be veri happy together.. why why why n why.. y am i having tis kind of feeling?? y am i in tis such dilemma??

i like love song veri much.. especially sad song.. many of de songs really touched me.. sometime de song really sing out everything in my heart.. but y?? y i must be sad all de time?? y i can only c n share other's happiness?? y i must hide my own feeling?? y i must be de loser?? n y i must think of u when i was touched by song??

i was trying so hard to forget everything.. so so hard.. de period tat v noe each other is actually not long.. i tot it can easily deleted from my memory.. but y it stick so strong on me?? every little thing tat v do.. every places tat v go.. n every word tat came out from ur mouth is still in my mind now.....

first blog in 2010...

a mood to continue blogging.. @@ haiz.. CNY coming soon.. first year celebrating without daddy.. how will it be?? wat should i do to calm my mum?? n how should i balance myself?? i really miss him so much.. i noticed i had changed a lots after he gone.. i become more tough.. i told myself not to cry easily.. anything happened, i had to face it.. there's no tree gonna protect me anymore..

i hate my birthday.. it remind me again.. de way he sang birthday song to me through phone.. de way he make me happy.. so sweet..

hehe.. i really less cry d.. ppl said tat crying can express feeling out.. sometime really wanna cry but hv no tear in my eyes.. how could tis happen?? n dunno tis is good or bad... hmm.. nvm ba.. amy foo.. be strong.. there's a lots of thing waiting u to do...