2nite.. a great news to me.. haha.. finally I get to noe n see something very clearly.. mayb u dunno u are hurting me.. but I can tell u tat everything u did was drowning me to hell.. n I’m juz gonna remain silent wif all tis.. by de way, who can tell me wat had I did?? Anything wrong in everything I do?? I guess not.. coz I’m really doin de best tat I had rite now..
Ppl said “when u get something good, u need to appreciate it, and if not u will lost it 4ever”. Tis was really applied on me.. I think I had de responsibility to advise everyone to appreciate whatever they have on hand.. It’s really doesn’t feel good to spend ur life wif regret-ness.. no matter how hard u tried to gain ur happiness bk, no one will noe how much u need it.. n no one gonna understand u.. till de end.. u are de one who really understand urself well.. u need not to tell or speak to anyone.. becoz tears will automatically falls from ur eyes.. heart will nvr pain after tears have falls..
I had learned to see de world in a more realistic way.. I had learned to accept everything in a better manners.. I had learned to control myself well.. if there is anything tat u cant make urself clear wif, juz gv a smile n everything will goes smooth.. when it is time to go, “love” will juz fade away.. no ppl gonna feel sad on it.. only me.. who’s keeping and remain every little pieces of memory tat v gained 2gether.. however, all de memories are slowly fading out from my mind.. n no new memory gonna add in.. who cares??
Blue sing for me 2nite..wat I got to do to make u love me? Wat I got to do to make u care me? Wat do I do when lighting strikes me? And I wake to find tat u’re not there? Wat I got to do to make u want me? Wat I got to do to be heard? Wat do I say when it’s all over? Alrite alrite.. I guess I got de answer for all tat.. no point to fight for something is impossible oledi.. face de truth.. gonna live better.. but one thing I really cant make myself clear wif.. not even be a fren?? m I really tat worst until I had no chance n disqualified to be one of ur fren?? nthg much I hope.. juz wanna get a fren much better than to be in de situation like tis..
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